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| 03.04.04 (11:30 am) [edit] |
so its 2pm, AND I SHOULD STILL BE IN SCHOOL!
okay, so the day started out normally, still felt sick but its just a cold, no biggie. had a good 1st mod, lots of laughs and junk. then 2nd mod, band. out of nowhere i just stopped breathing, pretty ridiuclas. so i got up and took the inhaler. just kinda sat there and ended up having an anxiety attack? i dont remember ANYTHING and i sat out for 15 minutes apprently? all i remember is tim coming over to me tellign me to get up, and tina trying to pugh my head up. i remember tina walking me down the hall, hardly. so i went to the nurses office? and of corse the sub nurse from hell was there, who used to work with my mom so she thinks she can just make decisions for me. so she dosnt even ask whats wrong, just calls my mommy. i was mad as hell, she makes me go home on a day when i have a level 4 class, and a test tomarrow in 4th mod. sreiously, all i needed to do was sit down for a bit, usualy the regular nurse lets tina stay with me and usually when tina talks to me it goes away. i guess tina makes it go away? i dont know. she just talks to me like nothings wrong and it stops? its really hard to exlain what it feels like, to someone who has no idea. i had to keep reminding myself to breathe. its just weird. so the lady makes tina leave, which pissed me off and then just calls mom. meanwhile im saying, just give me a minute and ill be fine, but no, she made me leave school. that made me even worse. then i start crying, god only knows why, and i get to ms howells room to get my work, and start crying and she had NO idea what was going on. got the stuff, and daddy came to get me. he ran in there thinking i was gona have to go to the emergency room again, and there i am sitting in a chair, after haivng an anxiety attack, WHICH I HAVE ALL THE TIME! i can handle it, and there has only been one other time when i couldnt. and people closest to me help me usualy. tina, bubba, luke, jan and shannon... THEY ALL KNOW WHAT TO DO! but stupid women makes me leave.
then she tells my dad i should go to the doctors since i have a cold, she tells him 'it could develop into nomonia' o my goodness. WOULD U GET OVER URSELF. she called him yesterday and said the same thing. my dad, who is a paramedic, literally was like, or how about i just give you some ibprofen. YA THINK?
so that totally ruined my day, god i hope tonite comes sooner so i can go to my littles one's birthday party. if toamrrow sucks, im just goign to be a very mad person the rest of the year, hahaha.
ive been home since like 11:30 and all ive done is watch behind enemy lines, GREAT MOVIE! what kind of chic likes war movies? this one! thats for sure.
luke told me hes gona 2-way me tonite at midnight to say happy birthday, and hes gona visit me toamrrow, since hes not coming to school! he has some college thing? i start track on monday, but the nurse is tellign me she 'wont let me' bc she thinks my asthma is getting 'uncontrollable' what an idiot, shes a sub, AND if ti was uncontrollable, why would the school make me take 2 years of gym? exactly. you can tell how flustered this women has made me hahaha.
well im gona go watch tv. u crazy kids are gona be outa school in about 5 minutes! haha. i hope shanny and jan come here after school. that will make my day better!
my birthday is just a few hours away. mmmhm. lookin good, haha.
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posted by: janny and shanny (reply)
post date: 03.04.04 (1:17 pm)
SORRY WE DIDN'T COME TO YOUR HOUSE!!... WE HAD TO PICK UP JAN'S SICK SISTER.
SOO WE LOVE YOU!!! AND HOPE YOU HAVE THE HAPPIEST BIRTHDAY IN THE WORLD
posted by: janny and shanny (reply)
post date: 03.04.04 (1:17 pm)
SORRY WE DIDN'T COME TO YOUR HOUSE!!... WE HAD TO PICK UP JAN'S SICK SISTER.
SOO WE LOVE YOU!!! AND HOPE YOU HAVE THE HAPPIEST BIRTHDAY IN THE WORLD
posted by: JANNY AND SHANNY (reply)
post date: 03.04.04 (1:17 pm)
SORRY WE POSTED THAT TWICE
posted by: JANNY AND SHANNY (reply)
post date: 03.04.04 (1:18 pm)
SORRY WE POSTED THAT TWICE
posted by: Tina (reply)
post date: 03.04.04 (8:49 pm)
Oh man, that was some birthday party, huh?!
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