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| summer tiem yet? |
| 02.25.04 (7:41 pm) [edit] |
wednesdays.. WOOHOO! not. work sucks, i really need a new job. after work today i went to church, for the whole ash wednesday deal.
nothign big happened this week, or going to happen probably. HOPEFULLY im going job hunting or something. who knows.
im SO excitd about next week. so not only is it my birthday on friday, BUT I GET TO GO TO CHUKIE CHEESE! jelous? thougth so. only bad part, me and tina are watchign her baby sister and her four year old friends, that outa make me want to never have babies!
on tuesday we are getting my kitten :D . its gona be great. i love kittys. i think im gona watch super troopers soon, ive been told im missing somethign big, haha.
i just got the sudden erge to do the most random thing, only tina knows :P
im outa here
_hP_
ps- peepee is my BFF haha
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| its all crashing down |
| 02.23.04 (6:45 pm) [edit] |
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
this stuff just dosnt stop hurting :cry:
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| and monday is BACK |
| 02.23.04 (2:22 pm) [edit] |
and another weeks starts, i think this may be a bad one :?
so my weekend, well staurday was pretty good. it took me and shanny A LOT to get daddy to stay at arundel mills for so long. thank goodness he ran into a friend and they talked for a good 30 minutes. so then we drove home, to the big surprise, dad was shocked. then shanny left for work and daddy's two other daughters, tina and jan came over, haha. we had fun. it was a good time with ltos of friends and family i dont get to see very often. i did however, find out that my grandparents (well they are fake- but i dont have ANY real ones) are very sick :( . that made me horribly sad. i was so tired by the end of the day, i headed off to bed.
then sunday came, went to church like normal, however mom wanted us to take one car for a change bc we left at the same time. so then i got in trouble for my car being "too messy" whatever mom. jan cleaned it later tho :wink:
so i came home, called jan and headed to her house. we dyed ms joans hair (her mom) well highlighted it really. she wanted me to help since i used to do that stuff at genisis. then shannon came over a little later, and i FINALLY played american idol on PS2. by the way, I LOVE THAT GAME. so her hair turned out very well, and everyone was happy. we decided to go see that new movie, 50 firsts dates, bc we were bored. it was SO sad and VERY good. i cried tho, haha. big surprise? i think not. i always cry in movies. i think i even cried when me and bubba saw that new version of peter pan haha. :P
so then we went to kfc for dinner, turned out the guy didnt feel like ringing nethign up, gave us free stuff, more then we asked for infact, and we went on our marry way. good deal. then we took shannon to church and went home.
nothing new happened today. i cant hear nething, i think something is wrogn with my ear. i did find out that a kid from our school has meningitis (I CANNOT SPELL AT ALLL), which people can die from, and a friend of mine thinks she got it from him, HOPEFULLy she dosnt, im scared, haha.
today is dads real birthday, i got him behind enemy lines, bc well i like the movie and he does too, double advantage. i cant wait untill my birthday, MARCH 5TH IS FASTLY APPROACHING.
hes turning out into a person i never thought he would be :cry: i miss our friendship, and being able to tell him anything and everything. but im guessing he dosnt. im just lucky to have such great friends<3>so thanks to all of you guys for being a shoulder for me to cry on, its well appreicated and remembered.
i guess im gona go... OH update on the job situation, so i have connections and MAY POSSIBLY be workign at the new curves in manchester, which would be awesome.
_hP_
*im guessing it gets easier... :cry: *
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| ahhhh weeeekndsssss |
| 02.21.04 (7:36 am) [edit] |
so its saturday morning, and shannon and tina are asleep on my couch! haha. well last nite those two, ashley, jilly, and jan came over to watch the STUPIDEST movie i have ever seen in my entire life. by far. bar none. no compitition.
so me and shannon worked last nite, i normal firday nite thing. we got off at nine and we saw the MASSIVE line of traffic for the middle school dance. which i dont know if they were coming or going, BUT I COULD NOT GET THRU. so shannon suggests that we go down brodbeck, to syndersburg, and then to 27. after that we can just go right home since my devlopment is right off of it.
well, dont even ask how we did it, BUT WE GOT LOST? we turned onto brodbeck, went to 482, and turned onto syndersburg. I USE THOSE RAODS ON A DAILY BASIS. so we get to the fourway to either go to manchester(capehorn) or go onto 27, and shan suggested to just go down 27 just in case of backup. so we do.... but we ended up going tdown syndersburg a VERY loooooooooong time? WE GOT LOST! apprently we must have turned onto somewhere, or FLEW across 27 without realizing it, BC WE ENDED UP ON 140 ACROSS FROM PLUM CRAZY DINER. we have no idea how this happened. none whatsoever.
we made my dad muffins and shanny and tina made him a plate that says happy bday with chocolate and reeses pieces. once shanny gets up me her and daddy are goign to arundel mills, tina havs to go to softball, stinker! but then when we come home, SURPRISE! its gona be awesome. hahah
so my one friend is mad at me, and i didnt do anything :cry: . and after what she said, i defiantly WONT have anythign to do with what she thinks will happen, is happening, OR WHATEVER. i hope she dosnt stay mad, i didnt do anything, but id be mad if i thought it were true too i guess. ill just try to talk to her about it.
im starting to wish things were different. i hate the way he acts. i never did this to him or anyone, and i dont think i would ever say those things to him or anyone. it sucks when people change :(
im gona go wait for my two lovely ladies to wake up. have a good day kids<3>
_hP_
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| fresh start, eh?! |
| 02.18.04 (6:46 pm) [edit] |
so im jumpin on the band wagon i guess? o well!
so lets see, my day? school, BORING. i dont think anythign exciting happpened, except when i made my lent decision, WHICH I WILL KEEP TINA SHANNON AND JAN 8)
i had to work today, totaly sucked. if anyone wnats to find me a new job, id love you forever.
im sick, it defiantly sucks :oops:
its okay tho i guess
so im hangin out with peepee tomarrow! good times.
this weekend is my dads 50th surprise party, im excited. and me tina and shannon get to be the distraction and stuff. even better!
i think im gona use this thing daily, but i alwasy say that, and look whats happens hahah.
<3 :wink: >
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