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| bummer! |
| 03.29.04 (4:23 pm) [edit] |
so i wrote a WHOLE long entry about this weekend, and its gone, gosh darn!
so thursday- went to dinner with bub and his cousins, it was a pretty good time!
friday i picked bubbie up for school and then we had a nomral school day. its so wonderful to get a kiss and hear 'i love you' first thing in the monring. mine was good. then we came home, it was time for KINGS DOMINION! wooohoooo. so off we went, it took us a while bc of traffic, but with sleep, south park, and music, the time went by fast. then we got to our hotel and me and bub watched some basketball. then sleepy time.
saturday we woke up bright and early, 7:30. we got to the park, there were so many adorbale little dancers. it wasnt that crowded which was nice. me and bubba had so much fun. however, we went on the backwards roller coaster, and i got some extreme whiplash. my neck went flying forward and it knocked the wind outa me. bubba held my head back but it was pretty rough. he takes good care of me :D . then we went on more rides, okay HILARIOUS sotyr. so we are in line, and these realy obnoxious hispanic people are behidn us, tryign to cut in line and stuff. they were beign really loud and pushing us. so bubba syas "stupid mexicans... go back to ireland' oh my god. i never laughed so hard. once he realized what he said, he was crackign up! hes to funny. later we went to watch stacie, she did so well :D i was very impressed, even with her injury she was a trooper and was awesome! then we rode somemore rides and went to the awards ceremony. ecentaully, it was time again for the hotel. we got home, watched MORE basketball, i fell asleep tho. but i did wake up for the end of the game.... :wink: . it was such a wonderful day!
sunday we woke up bright and early again to head on out. we pretty much just rolled outa bed and left, and im so nice i let bubba sleep on the way home, meanwhile i had to stay awake and be all sitting up and stuff. junker! haha. we got home, looked at his pictures and then went to wal mart.
then we came to my house, and i took a shower. well i get out and bub was like , tiffy left you a message on aim. i got on and she told me the kitty was ready,so i gave her a call and later on she showed up with my new kitten. OMG hes sooooooooooo cute. hes so tiny, u can put him in ur pocket. his name is tubbles. i love him. cutest thing ever, bubbie and tubbles watched basketball together on the couch, all curled up with each other fallign asleep. camara moment, and i dotn have a camara! possibly a good investiment to be made. later i took him home.
today was kinda a sucky day. nothing to exciting happened. tina and bub both stayed home, sleepers! im going to get my prom dress soon. its awesome! and to make this afternoon good, i first went to check up on bubba aftet school, make sure he was feelign okay, then came home and realized that my friend stacy, who i havnt talked to in forever, left me a note on here, and i loved it. automatic smile! shes an awesome girl! friends are such great people!
so life has been really good lately :D . im really glad me and bub got back together, our reltionship has made a complete 180 from before. i guess once somethign is taken away, you realize what you need to do once it comes back. i think we are both more aware of what we want, and how we deal with things do make an impact on other things. hes my best friend, and hes great! i love you bubbie! thanks for being my better half.
tina is gettign her teeth done soon! finally all these months of preperatiopn surgeries are gona pay off! her smile is perfect as it is, and now she wont have to wear her bridge! her new smile will go great with her speeding ticket :wink: . i love u teeny!
well im gona go get my dress now. its the white one i talked about in the last entry. im pretty excited! prom is gona be amazing! stay safe and happy kids!
love you bubbie
_hP_
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| its been a while |
| 03.19.04 (9:25 pm) [edit] |
so its been like over a week since ive written, LAZY. its kind of hard tho, i have school then practice till 5, and some day i work till 11 at nite, im just SO exhausted! goodness!!!!!
so i guess nothing to exciting happened over that course of time... becky has a new boyfriend!!!!! YAAAAAAAAAAY. im so happy for her.
so tonite i went to school, had practice, good tiems. practice went really well. we threw discus today and i did awesome in 2 out of the 3 techniques we use! it was a good practice! then i went home to find out that my dad was sick, so me mom and bubba would be going out to dinner without him. so me and bub went to the mall and waited for mom to call. whole way there, we took random pictures while driving. honestly, its fun as hell! seriously, just driving hold the camara, and there ya go. so we went to the mall, mother called, and we went and waited for her. texas road house has the best butter ever. enough said. then me and bub went back to the mall. he bought me this really cute shirt taht i have wanted. its awesome. then we went to boscovs to look at prom dresses (more like i begged himt o come :wink: ) and saw a really nice one. its white and sparkely. i tried it on, liked it, good tiems again! prom is goign to be awesome! my little bubba in a tuxedo :D seeing all my lovely freinds are pretty, and who dosnt like to look gorgeous! it will definatly be a night to remember!!! so neways, we came home, and watched whose line, funny ass show. and then bub went home. who has the best boyfriend ever? o wait... yea thatd be me<3>
next weekend im going to kings dominion with bubba and his family cuz stacie has a dance compititon! oughta be fun!!
ive been gettign so many college brochures in the mail lately. i hate thinking about that stuff. i know im just goan wait as long as possible to do it all, bc it makes me sad to think about. bubbie is graduatiing soon, and so many of my friends are leaving this summer, its really depressing :( but im so proud of all of them! defaitnyl wont forget a minute of time spent with such awesome people.
im done for tonite. goodnite kids!
love you bub
_hP_
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| im SO tired |
| 03.11.04 (8:33 pm) [edit] |
thursday night, you know what that means...
WEEEEEEKENDDDDDD
thank god!
so i went to the dentist today, turns out i get to have all four of my wisdom teeth removed in about a year, WOOOHOOO, im not lookign forward to this. but, ill live! haha. i have about a year to wait for it all, so o well. then after that i went back to school. nothing exciting happened at all. we got stuck with C lunch today instead of B so me and shannon did not have a good time. some people are really annoying, stupid kids. today was sam's borthday (kyles girlfriend) and boy did he spoil her! and still, some is left to come! haha. its cute tho, i heard all about it 4th mod, and mr parrish being in the circus, being the strong man. bc i havtn heard that story enough? SO ANYWAYS. school ended, went to track, wasnt that fun. its really bad being a week and a half behind everyone else. i had no conditioning and went staight to throwing. then she made us run stairs ont he bleachers in the staduim. guess who had the asthma attack? yea, i win! haha. o well. 5 eventaully rolled bu, after me doing some discus throwing, which hurt like hell. TIME TO GO HOME!
i went home and started cooking dinner for bub. i made all his favorites, chicken tenders, greenbeans, french fries, and his all tiem favorite, mac and cheese. so i won the girlfriend of the day award! haha then we watched SWAT which is awesome and we both love that movie. toamrrow we are gona to china buffet! yum cant wait!
ive been so tired lately, track, shcool, work. goodness, its ridiculas. i cant wait till saturday, im sleepign al damn day till i have to work. its funny, bub works till 4 and then i work at 5. and then my favorite girl in purple works, EVERYDAY THAT I WORK, hahaha. i dotn ever work the same day as bubba tho. so yea im really tired. goodnite everyone
love you
_hP_
ps- tina i hope everything gets happier for you :D
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| so yea, im bored |
| 03.10.04 (7:56 pm) [edit] |
-Name: heather
-Current Hair Color: blond-ish
-Natural: blondish, but darker then now
-Left Handed: right-handed
-Have a few extra pounds?: pretty average
-Number of Siblings: 1
-Parents divorced: nope
-Parent(s) gay?: nope
-First place you lived: manchester.
-Still live at home?: yup
-Have roommates?: no?
-Pets: lizard, fishes, and a kitten soon!
Drink: koolaid, dr pepper
do drugs: sicko
Love and Rockets:
-Ever been in love: yesm!
-In a relationship: yup, bubbie
-Been cheated on?: not that i know of, i surely doubt it
-Cheated on someone: i love you bubbie
-Been Engaged: not yet
-Been Married: not yet
-Been Pregnant: NOT YET THANK GOD
-Done a long distance relationship: hes 2 miles away haha
-Did it work: uhhhh
-Love someone now: yes
-Someone love you: yup!
-Did it with someone of the same sex: nope
-Kissed someone of the same sex: yea
-Kissed two people in the same day: no
-Kissed two people at the same time: no, random
-Had sex with two separate people at two separate times in the same day: ew,no
-Ever had a stalker: no?
-Ever stalked someone: no what the hell is this!
-Dated the artist: the artist? computer artist? yea
-Dated the rock star: nope
-Broken a heart: no
-Had your heart broken: ugh, jerkface
-Bad Boys or the good ones: uhhhh, whichever is better?
-Band that reminds you of your first love: glory of love
-Band that reminds you of your most recent love: everything!
-Band that makes you think of doing it: lets get physical
This month Have you:
-Thrown up: yes
-Played sick from work: not this month
-Cried: yea
-Done something you regret: no
-Got drunk: nope
-Cut your hair: no, but i need to
-Gotten a tatoo: no
-Been on stage: no
-Been on TV: no
-Dyed your hair: probably
-Did it: hahaha, me? im a good girl!
-Cuddled: yup
-Fell asleep not at your house: all the time<3>-Gotten Stood up: no
-Stood Someone Up: no
-Gone out to the movies: hell, i work there
-Fallen in love: more each day
Have you ever:
-Been hit: yea
-By someone of the opposite sex: yea
-Have you ever hit someone: yes
-Shot a gun: at who? no
-Dressed up for Halloween outside of childhood? yea
-Broken the law: yea
-Been arrested: nope
-Unarrested someone: what the hell.... no
-Been handcuffed: no
-Set something on fire: a candle?
-Been scared you would die: yes, stupid dreams
yea i really was that bored
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| almost weekend, thank god |
| 03.10.04 (5:12 pm) [edit] |
what a day!
i didnt post yestreday... ummmm O YEA! i went to school, nothing big, and then went to bubbies house afterwards. we ate shrimp and kinda layed there. niether of us felt good :oops: . then i had to go to work, so off i went...
work was pretty boring, but alright bc kool peple worked last nite! i had to be usher, which sucks pretty much. thats the person that tears the ticket. basicully if u are the only usher and there is no runner., u sit there all nite and do nothign and talk to noone. and thats how it works, yuck! i had a lot of visiters tho!! shanny and jan came and visited me soon after i got there! then bubs came too! bubbie stayed untill i went on break and then he bought me dinner, and a penguin bobble head for my car! hes so sweet :D . then i had to go tear more tickets! so bubbie left, and off i went. blah blah blah, I WAS SO READDY TO LEAVE AT 11!! we got out a little early too! alwasy a plus. came home, talked, went to bed! the end
today i got up and went to school, i was SO tired. i dont know how, but i made it thru the day. i was really tired and just felt weak and stuff, figures first day of track practice too!! it wasnt bad tho, im used to it by now. after track i came home to a horrible house :( . but im not gona go into that. so me and the little brother ended up leaving and going to the mall, and randomly bought clothes. i saw bubbie there. he gave me a hug so that made me feel better. goodness, i just cant believe the way people act sometiems :? . now im home.
tomarrow i have a dentist appoitnment, and for the frist time in my life im driving to the doctors alone. wooohoo! haha, im growing up! toamrrow im makign dinner! and it WILL be good. friday is gona be so great and well needed! me and bub are going to china buffet, we always used to go there and tis our first time back in a WHILE! and then probably to a movie, since we dont have to pay.
thats enough for now, im SOOO extreemly tired, and need to do homework. goodnite
love ya tubs :wink:
_hP_
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| FIELD TRIP |
| 03.08.04 (7:06 pm) [edit] |
FIELD TRIP TODAYYYYYYYYY. haha it was fun
so first we went to the court, watched a few cases, kinda lame but interesting at the same time. it was lame bc it was stupid things like ppl forgot when their trial date was and crap. it was totaly pissing me off, nothign big! then we went to the mall for lunch, bc i dont eat there enough, thanks to the job. so neways, then the class played in the arcade. we got tickets! hahahaha and by the end of the time the whole calss had a sugar rush! so then it was time for the DETENTION CENTER! oh lordy. first we got a tour, as we are on the tour u can see the actual prisionrs behind faded glass, so u kknda see them and they see shadows. well we are walking alogn and all of a sudden we hear "CODE 4 CODE 4" or somethign like that? then like 15 cops comin runnin and go running around, and oen screams STUDENTS STAND BACK ITS NOT A DRILL. so that scared the shit outa me! turned out someone accidently hit a botton. o well. the prisionors are scary. they make faces and comments at the winodw and act liek they are gona grab you. its like movies. then we were done, and our bus was late, so my ride home situation was almost negitave! but then i ran into bub! thank god.
so we went to his house, went with the shea fam to the eye doctor. then drove BUBBA'S CAR back home with stace so she could grab some clothes and head on back. bubba NEVER lets neone drive his car. i feel privledged. he was done. tubs has good eyes! hahaha. then we went home, i made him dinner and he went to work.
then shanny came over! she taught me this crap about my homework, we worked a little and then went out. we did a mall trip, and tried on prom dresses. we both found some hilarious ones, and good ones! met up with some mall workers, ate with bubbie, played arcade with peppy. it was alright. then me and shan went to walmart and i got simon birtch bc that movie is sad but kicks ass! i love it! now im here
so we are back together, and hopefully thigns will go better. ive been in a good mood, and id like it to stay this way. i just hope noone screws up :? . <3 tubs!!>
im gona watch tv now. REALWORLD/ROAD RULES INFERNO. god im a realty tv show junkie. hope everyone had a good day!
love you
_hP_
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| BIRTHDAY FUN |
| 03.05.04 (10:16 pm) [edit] |
SO MY BIRTHDAY WAS TODAY! good tiems!!!
so thursday- lets start there, after i got home from school i just knda layed around. eventaully bubba asked me to come over so he and his parents could give me my bday cards. we hung out for the first time in a long time. i hate losing friends, and i dont want that to happen. eventaully i came home and waited for tina. my love got cut from softball... WHAT THE HELL? noone saw that coming. so then we made out way to chuck e cheese!
we get into that parkign lot and there is mr vince lookin out the window, i thought he wanted us in there to watch the kids sooner! so i get in and rinnie comes up to me, but i dont see any of her friends, DIDNT EVEN THINK ABOUT IT. next thing i know i walk in a here, SURPRISE!
my very own christina marie corsaro threw me my only surprise party!!! i have such wonderful friends! my close friends from like middle school were there, it was oretty awesome. plus, 17th birthday, CHUCK E CHEESE, come on now! it was pretty funny, scoot danced with chuck e, that was hilarious. i went thru the tubes, now i have bruises on my knees hahah. we played some games, it was good times. i felt like iw as 7 not 17.
thanks to everyone for that nite. it was simply amazing!!!!!! and by the way, im getting a kitten in a few weeks, thanks to tiffers.<3>
so on to friday! my birthday! becky woke me up at 630 like every birthday, i dont even set my alarm bc she does it every year. went to school....for all u panther kids, the scrolling marque in the cafeteria, it said 'happy 17th birthday <3 tina and laura' it was so cute. what awesome friends! so today was alright, except the test i bombed 4th mod. i shoulda just put my name on it and turned it in. it woulda looked better. so the day ended funy as nethign! a guy from the theater that i work with subsitute teaches at our school and he left his lgihts on all day so his car died, so we ended up giving him a jump. yea so, his alarm goes off... that was really loud! then i came home and me shanny jan and bub hung out till shanny and jan keft and it was me and bub. we watcehd tv, nothign big, then i had to get my check. i said hey to all my peking-ers and headed on over to the bank, oh how exciting! then it was off to pizza hut!!>
we had fun, i spilled my soda all over the table, bc i am that damn stupid! we had fun. for somereason, we went to friendlies? and i drove shannons car? neways, we didnt even get nethign bc we had to go home haha. so then home it was.
so my paretns got me SWAT and lion king 1 1/2 woooohooo. and money of corse and chris got me super troopers since im the only one, other then shannon, who hasnt seen this movie. this has been a really good birthday. thanks everyone:D
im kinda tired, kinda not. i dont know. goodnite all.
<3>_hP_
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| 03.04.04 (11:30 am) [edit] |
so its 2pm, AND I SHOULD STILL BE IN SCHOOL!
okay, so the day started out normally, still felt sick but its just a cold, no biggie. had a good 1st mod, lots of laughs and junk. then 2nd mod, band. out of nowhere i just stopped breathing, pretty ridiuclas. so i got up and took the inhaler. just kinda sat there and ended up having an anxiety attack? i dont remember ANYTHING and i sat out for 15 minutes apprently? all i remember is tim coming over to me tellign me to get up, and tina trying to pugh my head up. i remember tina walking me down the hall, hardly. so i went to the nurses office? and of corse the sub nurse from hell was there, who used to work with my mom so she thinks she can just make decisions for me. so she dosnt even ask whats wrong, just calls my mommy. i was mad as hell, she makes me go home on a day when i have a level 4 class, and a test tomarrow in 4th mod. sreiously, all i needed to do was sit down for a bit, usualy the regular nurse lets tina stay with me and usually when tina talks to me it goes away. i guess tina makes it go away? i dont know. she just talks to me like nothings wrong and it stops? its really hard to exlain what it feels like, to someone who has no idea. i had to keep reminding myself to breathe. its just weird. so the lady makes tina leave, which pissed me off and then just calls mom. meanwhile im saying, just give me a minute and ill be fine, but no, she made me leave school. that made me even worse. then i start crying, god only knows why, and i get to ms howells room to get my work, and start crying and she had NO idea what was going on. got the stuff, and daddy came to get me. he ran in there thinking i was gona have to go to the emergency room again, and there i am sitting in a chair, after haivng an anxiety attack, WHICH I HAVE ALL THE TIME! i can handle it, and there has only been one other time when i couldnt. and people closest to me help me usualy. tina, bubba, luke, jan and shannon... THEY ALL KNOW WHAT TO DO! but stupid women makes me leave.
then she tells my dad i should go to the doctors since i have a cold, she tells him 'it could develop into nomonia' o my goodness. WOULD U GET OVER URSELF. she called him yesterday and said the same thing. my dad, who is a paramedic, literally was like, or how about i just give you some ibprofen. YA THINK?
so that totally ruined my day, god i hope tonite comes sooner so i can go to my littles one's birthday party. if toamrrow sucks, im just goign to be a very mad person the rest of the year, hahaha.
ive been home since like 11:30 and all ive done is watch behind enemy lines, GREAT MOVIE! what kind of chic likes war movies? this one! thats for sure.
luke told me hes gona 2-way me tonite at midnight to say happy birthday, and hes gona visit me toamrrow, since hes not coming to school! he has some college thing? i start track on monday, but the nurse is tellign me she 'wont let me' bc she thinks my asthma is getting 'uncontrollable' what an idiot, shes a sub, AND if ti was uncontrollable, why would the school make me take 2 years of gym? exactly. you can tell how flustered this women has made me hahaha.
well im gona go watch tv. u crazy kids are gona be outa school in about 5 minutes! haha. i hope shanny and jan come here after school. that will make my day better!
my birthday is just a few hours away. mmmhm. lookin good, haha.
<3>
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| good times |
| 03.03.04 (6:28 pm) [edit] |
normal day today. nothing exciting happened in school that i can remember? i think im sick... well yea i am sick. it sucks. OH something funny did happen today! mr parrish, most hilarious teacher ever, decided to share that he can take his bottom lip and put it over his chin. RANDOM. so he did it, and then i tried and he made fun of me, bc i dont have big lips like his. hahaha.
i came home, still nothing happened. was sick but took some awfully affective medicene. i eventually went to the mall to get more of rinnies present (tinas baby sister, who is MY BABY!) i got her some scooby doo stuff, candy, and dinosaur crap, or my family did neways. HER BDAY PARTY IS TOAMRROW chuck e cheese! me daddy and the little bro are goign! im excited!
friday is my birthday, very exciting as well!
man, im pretty happy with life nowadays! everything is looking good. and i have this really awesome friend who i can literally spend hours talking to about the most random things! and i love it. i cant wait to spend more time with him<3. awesome friends, are the best kinds EVER! >
well im gona go cough somemore! hope everyone is having a good week like me :D
<3>
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| tuesday off! |
| 03.02.04 (8:48 pm) [edit] |
today was a good day :D
i woke up at 8 somethign, WHCIH SUCKED, stupid telemarketer. then waited and woke up shannon and tina by callign them, they werent happy haha. then we packed it up and went to the kitty place, turns out, they had no kittnes, just adults. and i found one i liked, named maggie, but i needed my mom there, ms wendy couldnt sign for it! stupid rules. then the 4 of us cleaned my room. well jan did a section and tina and shannon did a lot after jan left for work, and i cant concentrate that loing! hahaha. then me and tina did our project.
that may have been my day. when iw as takign shannon home, on the way back i was so tired i was fallign asleep while driving. it was bad.
ps- shanny got her license, GOOD FOR YOU!
then i took tina home. and that was that
i ended up fallign asleep on the couch and then wkaing up really scared bc my cell fone was right next to me and chris called! haha. then i went to his house, hung out and stuff. i had a lot of fun, just talked and laughed. always a good time :wink: then EVENTUALLY i went home. i had a great time!
so now im at home and im bored. talkin and such
FRIDAY IS MY BIRTHDAY. how exciting is this? V E R Y
alright, im out
<3>
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| UPDATE |
| 03.02.04 (6:47 am) [edit] |
SOOO much has happened since i last wrote!
lets see, thursday after school, me and tina went job hunting, and it was SUCCESSFUL! before i even got hom the movie theater called me back to hire me! so later that nite i had an interview, things were awesome.
friday, hmmm, well i know i was with shannon! but when dosnt that happen? haha. o yea, we watched oprah and dr. phil before work, really we just feel asleep on my most wonderful couch. then at the end of work, i quit. BUT MYY BOSS is to stupid to understand what quit means, she kept giving me more days to come in. ugh, forget that, ill give her two weeks! im gona miss my work people tho :cry: ricky bridget and shanny, even tho i see shannon EVERYDAY! haha.
saturday me and shannon started our days by going to lok for clothes for my new job. we looked FOREVER. finally i just got a bunch of crap and went home. then i made it to work! my first nite i worked in the box office, was pretty kool. i really like my job. free movies, free popcorn, free drink. plus we just good around the whole time. its fun :D i met a lot of great people there, and this girl lisa who started with me, AWESOME!!
sunday i did the usual church thing, nothin big, and then headed to work. well everyone has this regal epidemic, where they are all throwing up. gross. so it was me and tyler (which it was both our second day) and ONE manager. it was crap! so i did box office again, BY MYSELF. and i was so bored. i just sat on my little stool. and of corse i dont get home till 11, that blows
monday, went to school, nothin big again. then afterwards went to work. got there, and realized 'wow im not gona make it home, i certainly need more gas' but i just let it slide. work was pretty kool, i worked concession. basicully goofed off. during break me bret and lisa watched some mooseport, seems to be a funny movie! saw some crazy kids there last nite.and in fact, tina and kel came in to tell me THEY GOT JOBS AT CACTUS WILLIES! noone understand just how obsessed tina is with cactus willies! this is like her dream job, haha im so proud<3. after work amber took me to a close gas station, and then me amber frank and bret went to denny's. it was so hilarious, the guy akss what we want and bret just screams 'CHOCOLATE MILK' i swear hes four! we had some laughs, they also told me that at work im this shy little girl who just giggles and talks a lot but outa work im this crazy thing. i laughed pretty hard at that, so friggin random.>
so then i came home at like 12 and talked online. it was good times. TODAY IM GETTING THE KITTY. if i find one i like. its gona be exciting. shanny jan and tina are buying it for my birthday! how awesome are my friends? haha. i may be haging out with chris later! that oughta be fun! maybe we will watch super troopers or soemthing, hahaha. SO CLUD DRED ISNT BEING PLAYED AT REGAL! complete party foul! o well, ill go somewhere else haha.
hope everyone enjoys there day off, toodles :wink:
<3>
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| summer tiem yet? |
| 02.25.04 (7:41 pm) [edit] |
wednesdays.. WOOHOO! not. work sucks, i really need a new job. after work today i went to church, for the whole ash wednesday deal.
nothign big happened this week, or going to happen probably. HOPEFULLY im going job hunting or something. who knows.
im SO excitd about next week. so not only is it my birthday on friday, BUT I GET TO GO TO CHUKIE CHEESE! jelous? thougth so. only bad part, me and tina are watchign her baby sister and her four year old friends, that outa make me want to never have babies!
on tuesday we are getting my kitten :D . its gona be great. i love kittys. i think im gona watch super troopers soon, ive been told im missing somethign big, haha.
i just got the sudden erge to do the most random thing, only tina knows :P
im outa here
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ps- peepee is my BFF haha
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| its all crashing down |
| 02.23.04 (6:45 pm) [edit] |
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
this stuff just dosnt stop hurting :cry:
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| 02.23.04 (2:22 pm) [edit] |
and another weeks starts, i think this may be a bad one :?
so my weekend, well staurday was pretty good. it took me and shanny A LOT to get daddy to stay at arundel mills for so long. thank goodness he ran into a friend and they talked for a good 30 minutes. so then we drove home, to the big surprise, dad was shocked. then shanny left for work and daddy's two other daughters, tina and jan came over, haha. we had fun. it was a good time with ltos of friends and family i dont get to see very often. i did however, find out that my grandparents (well they are fake- but i dont have ANY real ones) are very sick :( . that made me horribly sad. i was so tired by the end of the day, i headed off to bed.
then sunday came, went to church like normal, however mom wanted us to take one car for a change bc we left at the same time. so then i got in trouble for my car being "too messy" whatever mom. jan cleaned it later tho :wink:
so i came home, called jan and headed to her house. we dyed ms joans hair (her mom) well highlighted it really. she wanted me to help since i used to do that stuff at genisis. then shannon came over a little later, and i FINALLY played american idol on PS2. by the way, I LOVE THAT GAME. so her hair turned out very well, and everyone was happy. we decided to go see that new movie, 50 firsts dates, bc we were bored. it was SO sad and VERY good. i cried tho, haha. big surprise? i think not. i always cry in movies. i think i even cried when me and bubba saw that new version of peter pan haha. :P
so then we went to kfc for dinner, turned out the guy didnt feel like ringing nethign up, gave us free stuff, more then we asked for infact, and we went on our marry way. good deal. then we took shannon to church and went home.
nothing new happened today. i cant hear nething, i think something is wrogn with my ear. i did find out that a kid from our school has meningitis (I CANNOT SPELL AT ALLL), which people can die from, and a friend of mine thinks she got it from him, HOPEFULLy she dosnt, im scared, haha.
today is dads real birthday, i got him behind enemy lines, bc well i like the movie and he does too, double advantage. i cant wait untill my birthday, MARCH 5TH IS FASTLY APPROACHING.
hes turning out into a person i never thought he would be :cry: i miss our friendship, and being able to tell him anything and everything. but im guessing he dosnt. im just lucky to have such great friends<3>so thanks to all of you guys for being a shoulder for me to cry on, its well appreicated and remembered.
i guess im gona go... OH update on the job situation, so i have connections and MAY POSSIBLY be workign at the new curves in manchester, which would be awesome.
_hP_
*im guessing it gets easier... :cry: *
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| 02.21.04 (7:36 am) [edit] |
so its saturday morning, and shannon and tina are asleep on my couch! haha. well last nite those two, ashley, jilly, and jan came over to watch the STUPIDEST movie i have ever seen in my entire life. by far. bar none. no compitition.
so me and shannon worked last nite, i normal firday nite thing. we got off at nine and we saw the MASSIVE line of traffic for the middle school dance. which i dont know if they were coming or going, BUT I COULD NOT GET THRU. so shannon suggests that we go down brodbeck, to syndersburg, and then to 27. after that we can just go right home since my devlopment is right off of it.
well, dont even ask how we did it, BUT WE GOT LOST? we turned onto brodbeck, went to 482, and turned onto syndersburg. I USE THOSE RAODS ON A DAILY BASIS. so we get to the fourway to either go to manchester(capehorn) or go onto 27, and shan suggested to just go down 27 just in case of backup. so we do.... but we ended up going tdown syndersburg a VERY loooooooooong time? WE GOT LOST! apprently we must have turned onto somewhere, or FLEW across 27 without realizing it, BC WE ENDED UP ON 140 ACROSS FROM PLUM CRAZY DINER. we have no idea how this happened. none whatsoever.
we made my dad muffins and shanny and tina made him a plate that says happy bday with chocolate and reeses pieces. once shanny gets up me her and daddy are goign to arundel mills, tina havs to go to softball, stinker! but then when we come home, SURPRISE! its gona be awesome. hahah
so my one friend is mad at me, and i didnt do anything :cry: . and after what she said, i defiantly WONT have anythign to do with what she thinks will happen, is happening, OR WHATEVER. i hope she dosnt stay mad, i didnt do anything, but id be mad if i thought it were true too i guess. ill just try to talk to her about it.
im starting to wish things were different. i hate the way he acts. i never did this to him or anyone, and i dont think i would ever say those things to him or anyone. it sucks when people change :(
im gona go wait for my two lovely ladies to wake up. have a good day kids<3>
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| fresh start, eh?! |
| 02.18.04 (6:46 pm) [edit] |
so im jumpin on the band wagon i guess? o well!
so lets see, my day? school, BORING. i dont think anythign exciting happpened, except when i made my lent decision, WHICH I WILL KEEP TINA SHANNON AND JAN 8)
i had to work today, totaly sucked. if anyone wnats to find me a new job, id love you forever.
im sick, it defiantly sucks :oops:
its okay tho i guess
so im hangin out with peepee tomarrow! good times.
this weekend is my dads 50th surprise party, im excited. and me tina and shannon get to be the distraction and stuff. even better!
i think im gona use this thing daily, but i alwasy say that, and look whats happens hahah.
<3 :wink: >
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